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Name: Ally
Country: United States
State: Wisconsin
Metro: Appleton
Birthday: 12/12/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: BOYS! my frenz, shopping, fashion, talking on the phone, huggs, kissing, cuddling, dancing in the rain, romance, white roses, chick flicks!
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AIM:  Asunrise07
MSN: Allyjo07
AIM:  DelicateEssence5
Yahoo:  Sunshine4383
Member Since:
11/26/2005
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| You know what im drunk so im just gunna go on about whatever the fuck i want. And kyle is the topic of choice because i need to get it outa my system....he is a fuck! literally if he doesnt talk to me tomorrow or monday im telling him to come get his shit on monday and that i wanna break up. I dont deserve to be put aside and on hold for you to go be with other peeps when there is no reason i cant go with. whatever hes being gay and ignoring me....like i love him i dont think he knows that but it was the best relationship i had...well in the begining when we wernt dating cause then he treated me like he had something to lose...now he doesnt give a shit and he wont even sleep here willingly. what a fuck is all i gotta say...i seriously am over his shit this past week has been hard and it was the first fight i had ever got in with a bf and he just doesnt let it go and move on...i wont do it again i still treat him like a prince like seriously i do his laundry and shit...wtf am i your mother??? no thanks i deserve a man who will do that for me....and until i find him im gunna fuck around who cares....you only live once. and im not gunna put up with someones bullshit just cause i made a mistake and they prefer friends over girlfriends...i mean your dating me for a reason...but i really will miss kyles mom i mean she was so cool. almost just like my mom....she was even starting to teach me to cook....and all of his family was awesome...thats what ill miss the most. im over him i have been since he "wanted a break" last week monday...and not that i dont trust him just that hes been sketchy lately that i think hes been with other girls and shit...what the hell do i care tho...because i meant something to him once. | | |
| Life is Good. yet bad but mostly good. Lots has happened since i last updated....hmmm kyle is now my bf and is open about it jim knows and is okay with it. me and kyle do almost everything together and its a fun time altho somedays he just makes me angry cause he likes to ditch me alot, eventho he lives here. I graduated the tech with my HSED. had my grad party inwhich kyle suprised me with a queen size bed as a present. what a sweetie! got my nose pierced. and thats pretty much it, just been chillen with the girls and going to park every sunday as usual. Me and Crysta switched rooms the other day....i can tell ya, that was a bad idea i really dont like this room lol. | | |
| So I think I found my next boyfriend. Hope saying that doesnt jinx it tho lol...no I just really like kyle. and i know he likes me too. like last night was the most wonderful, we went to get his industrial done at flesh chamber and then had some taco bell....then just came back here and talked for a long time and watched step up. hes a really great guy and i know he likes me back, maybe not as much but who knows. last night i started crying after he left lol it was so terrible. i mean yeah it was only two tears but i really miss him even tho we only hung out like 4 days in a row. we just have a lot in common and get along so well. I cant wait til he comes back from madison in like 2-3 weeks.  | | |
| i crack myself up hehe. yeah the sam thing is done and over with he didnt talk to me for 3/4 weeks then all of a sudden called me one night and we hung....yeah bad idea, his ex came over and shit went down. oh no. lately ive just been chillen with friends and partying it up :) that and tryin to get matt (my stalker) off my back. UGH that kid pisses me off so much why i put up with his shit idk. And i have an intrest in a awesome guy. since sunday lol but like ive always had a crush on him since i met him a few months ago. only prob is hes best friends with a guy i used to like :( badness.... | | |
| he totally didnt answer my phone call or text yesterday. not a big deal i thought maybe his phone was dead or he was just busy and didnt hear it or asleep. but then i text him today, asking him how he liked the snow :( and he never answered. And finally calls me back at like 7:30 and tells me hes sorry and not ignoring me hes just been busy yesterday and today. so what does that mean. i mean we really bonded on monday when i went over there to help him clean his house. ended up doing the dishes and cleaning out the fridge. but like we actually talked about stuff and he kept calling me babe, honey, sweetheart, baby and stuff. so idk what that means, does he actually have a heart and doesnt wanna use me? or is that just part of his "im good at everything i do" player game? he knows i dont get him and i think he likes it that way.
i really am starting to like him and sadly all i see is a player and i just ignore it. :( will i ever wake up from this dream?
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